Future

Future ? This question seems to be surrounding me a lot lately.
The reason of this topic surrounding me is because of we're gonna graduate very soon ... yea ! how time flies...
graduating indirectly means we're gonna be out of job ! omg, how's the true life out there after we say bye bye to studying life ?

Seriously, i've never been thinking of my future in a really strict manner as i still have another 3 months to go ... but yea, my frens shared their opinion about what they really wanna achieve in the future, after graduating .. some of em had found their job,
some are still pondering,
some never even think or the truth is actually dare not to think of it....
Well, talking about future... my fren shared something real interesting with me which actually speaks my mind...

I believe that living in this world should be like, live life cool or live and enjoy life ! yea.....
living happily is defined differently by different people who has different perspective and hopes on their own life... many wants to be successful ... means rich ? *wondering*
As what i always wish for ... a simple life with a wife, kids, a house, a car, a steady job .... but who knows ?
Life is already so difficult, however to achieve a simple life isn't easy at all considering inflation rate, economy crisis, value of money dropping, price going up ... how much is enough to survive ?
Judging from my knowledge and education level now, i wonder what will i be doing in the future ?
ain't good in programming, ain't really good in communication, ain't really good in networking...
What's my future's gonna be like ? *unimaginable*

Happiness?
Speaking of this word, to say is easy, but to achieve is actually difficult depending on the level on how contented and satisfied one can be about their own life.
However, talking back on what my friend shared ... he said that, to be happy and contented... one can actually feel it by just looking around at how many family members i'm having now, the number of frens that i have, which you actually has a bunch of brothers ( you know who you are ! :) ,glad that i have ya all) which never betrayed or left me behind...
At the very least, i have the opportunity to get my tertiary education done, have a place to stay, have time for entertainment ( plenty of it ), have a car(SLK= Sexy Little Kancil :D) which allows me to travel around conveniently ( thanks to my mum ! love ya ),
have enough money to spend ( thanks to my sis, you've been great ! love u 2 ) !
So i would say that, one must learn to be contented and satisfied... as happiness is actually simple !

Simple = happiness, learn to be contented ! however, treasure what you have instead of searching for more ...

while waiting ...

well, while waiting for my download to be completed....
i'm back blogging and hell yea, i feel better now and have extremely good mood in typing altho there's still loads of crappy fyp stuffs i haven't done yet.
thanks mei san for the motivation !

well, as wad my lecture (Mr Tan) said today, life is like a basketball game.
it's divided into four quarters which we as a player has to play our life like a basketball game,
thinking of strategies and planning ahead on how to win in the first quarter of life and continue winning till the end of the game. Yet, it was in terms of financial of course ...
By being able to achieve the goal or win in the first quarter of our life, which is the age of 25-35, we'll be able to achieve somewhat called financial security which is extremely difficult to achieve.

However, in my realistic and mature thinking of life ... YES, money in the fact IS important and hell yea, i definitely wanna earn more than anyone else and live the life as a king ! Being successful in life is a dream, a hope and a wish !
But, the truth is. ... in my super humbly opinion of my lame thinking about life, i dun really care a damn about earning or achieving like 100k per year or having a savings of 500k when i open my bankbook in the age of 25 or 30....

In my definition of success is definitely different from many people.
Many people thinks that being successful in life means u're earning more than anyone else, being one of the pioneer or the richest man in the country or maybe the whole world.
In my way of thinking, i do not think that being successful is defined as being rich...
Even if the world's simplest and lamest thing being successfully completed is already successful !
Think of it as someone who has never cooked before, not even instant mee... yet when he/she finally determined to learn to cook and finally learn how to cook. Even know he/she cant cook like a five star hotel restaurant chef, he/she is considered successful...
What i'm trying to express is that, the level of successful shouldn't be aimed as high as being the best in the world instead of being best in ur life !

Yea, this world actually goes like that ! what people say is good is good, what people say is bad is bad.
This is because of cultural and social norms that influences everyone to think and do as what other people thinks is good !
I do think that there ain't right or wrong in this world, it's just whether u did it with a conscience clear.

Sometimes i do wonder, human are full of desire... isit god despises us or created us just to c what are our limits !
Sometimes i do wonder, being contented easily is good or bad ? i'm a easy contented person, damn easy to be satisfied and that's y i dun have dreams like being rich or being known by everyone. kinda pathetic huh ? :p

Anyway... my download is complete....
will continue in my next post ...

Life is full of unexpected, so cherish and live the life u wan .... therefore regrets will not occur when u look back ...

Indulging in Flights of Fancy

omg omg, recently there are too many things to do !
assignments, fyp should be my top priority of thinking, i shouldn't be thinking of other things now...
Bt as a piscean, it is in my instincts that i'll be stuffing loads of rubbish in my mind.


Yet, i should not even be posting about my flights of fancy in this blog, rather sad cause i'm unable to come up with my -sUx- philosophy ... T_T

Life,
anyone in the earth really do understand the true meaning of life ?
Who is able to give me a definite definition of Life ? i doubt no one can tell me ...
*sigh* i dun even know what's going on in our lives .... *wth m i muttering!* zzz

Love,
Has been running in circles about this word. I doubt i understand what it means...
Has gone through much of it, but never understand even a tiny bit of it...
Just a coward, a guy who dare not face the truth, where never even tried to give a little but always take it for granted...
Just another Noob that always tries and give advices and come up with plenty of lame theories that actually dare claim it true !
Just another JERK that thinks that everything is fated ...
WTF WTF WTF !!!

How i wish i could
stop indulging,
stop thinking,
stop hallucinating,
stop imagining,
stop taking things for granted,
stop fogetting my commitments and priorities,
stop coming up with lame philosophies ...

p/s : damn emo now, pls ignore this load of crap .... will be better soon ....

Updates of My Life

Recently my life has been in a mess, wondering wad's my future going to be like. I've never been thinking about the future as i was never a guy like this. However, sometimes when problems come closer, only then I'll start to think of it.

Everything seems to be so rush recently, I'll have to face with reality very very soon cause I'm about to graduate. Hell yea, ! Finally, i won't have to be facing deadlines on assignments, practicals, and exams. Who the hell wouldn't enjoy it ? But life's gonna be different when i step my foot out in the society, start working and to finally worry bout every single thing in my life.

Sometimes i do think,
Wad if i was born with a silver spoon in my mouth ?
Wad if i was born with a unique talent ?
Wad if i was born with a gift that was to save the world ?
Wad if i was a superhero ? Wad if i was born in Africa ?
Would it change me ? How will i be ? will i be different ?
Haha, I'm such a dreamer :x

I'm so blur about the steps in front of me, how will i be leading my life in the future ? Will it be the same as i expected or will it be the other way round ? I've plenty of friends who thinks the same which they are aiming to be successful in their future earning plenty of money. But i don't really care bout earning more or less. I do believe that humans are not born to live for money, however today's world that I'm living in is totally about money and that's wad i dislike about life ...

The other day when we're having our MAD lecture, Mr Tan as usual will talk about economics and finance in our lecture which most of us actually find it interesting. Which actually brings us to the reality that we're soon gonna face. He talked about financial security and financial freedom which most of the people today are fighting to achieve. Financial security basically means that one is able to spend on the daily necessities of life without worries while financial freedom means that one is able to spend more than daily necessities which is damn hard to achieve where our inflation rate now has raised up to 7.7% ! Life still goes on ...

Relationship problems really do make a person's day, whether is making it good or bad. One can be happy if their relationship is stable and good while one can be sad and furious if the relationship goes out of hand where the worst part is the participation of a third party. Wad happens if the third party is actually ur best friend where u'll have to decide for love or friendship/brotherhood we call it ! Shall it be a fair challenge or let go ? For brothers or for love ?

Love -sUx- yet it's sWeet :) ...

Gd luck my friend ...

Letting Go Or Forgetting

It's been a long time since i last came up with a new -sUx- philosophy. Recently i've been thinkin about relationships, when it comes 2 relationships thr's oways an ending.. whether it is happy, sad or tragic. Either ways, v s humans will have 2 accept evryting tt is connected 2 us.

Sayin bout relationships, in my own theory/principle/thinkin/philosphy... evrytin in dis world will hv a start n expiry date. Dis includes food, living things, n even relationship. Wad i'm tryin 2 express here is nt showin tt i'm a desperate pessimist. I'm clearly an optimist n thinks positively, however i can't escape from the reality n facts of life.

Do u belive in anytin tt can last forever ?
In my humble opinion, nth lasts forever, nt even galaxy, nt even earth ...

Wad i'm goin 2 mention nx is clearly dedicated 2 all broken hearts out thr. I guess tt's wad dey call dem ....
I'm pretty sure tt most of us has been in love relationships, n most of us had experienced the process of breaking up wic is the most hurtful time. Break ups can b caused by anytin... plenty of reasons n excuzes can b made up in order 2 "break". After breaking up most often thr'll b 1 tt's vry deep in hurt n the other party will feel lesser pain.

The one who'd been hurt deeply will try all means 2 get bak 2 the one he/she loves. Tries n tries n nvr succeed. Den dey'll think of ways 2 4get those hurtful things n in order 2 "4get" plenty of ways r bein used such s finding a new partner, work all day so tt dey won't hv time 2 tink of the unhappy memories n so on ...

Truly, do u tink u'll b able 2 4get sum1 o discard any memories u like from ur brain ? o rather ur heart ... Here's wad i'm tryin 2 express...
2 me, thr's nth 2 4get... plenty of memories n ppl tt i can't 4get n i choose 2 keep those unhappiness deep down in my heart n hope 4 the next best thing 2 come. 4 me, i dun call it 4get... i'll call it "letting go" n the big difference between 4getting n letting go is 4getting makes u sad n it's 100 times harder den letting go. Letting go will b much more easier n it'll make u happy in the future.

At the same time, i dun say tt letting go is easy ... the difference of 100 times doesn't mean tt letting go is s easy s u tink! Evrytin takes time ... 2 those who r still in the process of 4gettin sum1 o any unhappy memories, tried plenty of ways 2 4get ... all u hv 2 do now is jz learn 2 "let go" .... think positive, hope 4 better things in the future, instead of lookin bak sadly, look bak with a smile ... n it'll b muc more easier 2 let go ....

Love -sUx-, look bak at the past with a smile n u'll learn hw 2 let go ....
-Nick-

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Process

Life, defined as meaningful o meaningless or rather the way my bros n I described it s –sUx- ? Life.. to many ppl seems to b enjoyable, meaningful, wonderful, normal life yet many felt tt life is meaningless, nt enjoyable, hard o rather –sUx- !

I wonder, life means differently to every1 is bcoz everyone thinks differently n hv diff expectations in their own life. Some ppl feel tt life is meaningful izit bcoz they had found their aim n goal of life n therefore work hard 2 achieve it. On the other hand, certain ppl tt say life is meaningless izit bcoz dey cant find the meaning of living n dun really know wad dey really wan n therefore live aimlessly bcoz dey cant accept the fact of wad dey hv 2 do in life?

Everyone has diff views n meanings of living in dis world. Bt 2 me, all I hv 2 say is life –sUx- ! In my point of view, life is so –sUx- cuz its so fixed tt everyone will hv 2 go through the same process everyone had gone through. Life is defined s a process 2 me.. a process 2 achieve enlightenment o 2 death. However, dis process is a long process n requires a lot of time n energy 2 complete it. During dis process, everyting done muz said 2 b meaningful n seems like everyone is goin through the same process.

How –sUx- can dis be ? We live yet requires food and water 2 survive (basic needs), in order 2 get the basic needs for our survival, we hv 2 work to earn money 2 get our basic needs ! When v were young, v were told 2 study hard so tt we’ll hv a bright future so tt v get 2 earn more money. By studying hard, v nt onli get 2 achieve our basic needs but also self-expectancy needs n actualization needs. However, v human r 2 greedy, we cant go through dis alone! We nd 2 satisfy our social needs ! We need LOVE , frens … Den get married, hv children den continue telling dem the same thing tt we were taught during young, den tell dem 2 study hard n blah blah blah … n finally the process ends !! Hooray ! :p …. N finally end of our life … R.I.P …

I duno if u guys realize tt life Is nt onli a process, I oso call life is about waitin, waitin 4ever, waitin 4 ur bf/gf/fren/human, waitin 4 results, waitin 4 pay day, waitin 2 grow old, waitin 2 die and waitin 4 durian 2 fall….. hehe… Den during the process of waitin, other processes r goin on durin the period of watin. We do sometin in the process of waitin, achieve o lose sometin n I guess tt’s wad make life meaningful. For example, while waitin 4 visual studio 2 b installed completely, I wrote dis lame, -sUx- blog !

Therefore, In order 2 live meaningfully … oways put the process in front of the result bcoz no matter wad u do, at last n the final result is ? … dead … so treasure the process of achieving results cz result aint evrytin … U might notice, durin the process of wadeva u’re doin, u’ll gain more valuable things than the results achieved …

P/s : I wrote dis in a slpy mode, so vry contradictin n –sUx- ! dun get furious n confused … Hv ur own perception of life n live on 2 hw u wan ur life 2 b… dun get influence by me cz I –sUx- !!! :p

Life -sUx-, so 2 live o nt 2 live ?

-NIck-