Thursday, August 28, 2008

Future

Future ? This question seems to be surrounding me a lot lately.
The reason of this topic surrounding me is because of we're gonna graduate very soon ... yea ! how time flies...
graduating indirectly means we're gonna be out of job ! omg, how's the true life out there after we say bye bye to studying life ?

Seriously, i've never been thinking of my future in a really strict man
ner as i still have another 3 months to go ... but yea, my frens shared their opinion about what they really wanna achieve in the future, after graduating .. some of em had found their job,
some are still pondering,
some never even think or the truth is actually dare not to think of it....
Well, talking about future... my fren shared something real interesting with me which actually speaks my mind...

I believe that living in this world should be like, live life cool or live and enjoy life ! yea.....
living happily is defined differently by different people
who has different perspective and hopes on their own life... many wants to be successful ... means rich ? *wondering*
As what i always wish for ... a simple life with a wife, kids, a house, a car, a steady job .... but who knows ?
Life is already so difficult, however to achieve a simple life isn't easy at all considering inflation rate, economy crisis, value of money dropping, price going up ... how much is enough to survive ?
Judging from my knowledge and education level now, i wonder what will i be doing in the future ?
ain't good in programming, ain't really good in communication, ain't really good in networking...
What's my future's gonna be like ? *unimaginable*

Happiness?

Speaking of this word, to say is easy, but to achieve is a
ctually difficult depending on the level on how contented and satisfied one can be about their own life.
However, talking back on what my friend shared ... he said that, to be happy and contented... one can actually feel it by just looking around at how many family members i'm having now, the number of frens that i have, which you actually has a bunch of brothers ( you know who you are ! :) ,glad that i have ya all) which never betrayed or left me behind...
At the very least, i have the opportunity to get my tertiary education done, have a place to stay, have time for entertainment ( plenty of it ), have a car(SLK= Sexy Little Kancil :D) which allows me to travel around conveniently ( thanks to my mum ! love ya ),
have enough money to spend ( thanks to my sis, you've been great ! love u 2 ) !

So i would say that, one must learn to be contented and satisfied... as happiness is actually simple !

Simple = happiness, learn to be contented ! however, treasure what you have instead of searching for more ...

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

while waiting ...

well, while waiting for my download to be completed....
i'm back blogging and hell yea, i feel better now and have extremely good mood in typing altho there's still loads of crappy fyp stuffs i haven't done yet.
thanks mei san for the motivation !

well, as wad my lecture (Mr Tan) said today, life is like a basketball game.
it's divided into four quarters which we as a player has to play our life like a basketball game,
thinking of strategies and planning ahead on how to win in the first quarter of life and continue winning till the end of the game. Yet, it was in terms of financial of course ...
By being able to achieve the goal or win in the first quarter of our life, which is the age of 25-35, we'll be able to achieve somewhat called financial security which is extremely difficult to achieve.

However, in my realistic and mature thinking of life ... YES, money in the fact IS important and hell yea, i definitely wanna earn more than anyone else and live the life as a king ! Being successful in life is a dream, a hope and a wish !
But, the truth is. ... in my super humbly opinion of my lame thinking about life, i dun really care a damn about earning or achieving like 100k per year or having a savings of 500k when i open my bankbook in the age of 25 or 30....

In my definition of success is definitely different from many people.
Many people thinks that being successful in life means u're earning more than anyone else, being one of the pioneer or the richest man in the country or maybe the whole world.
In my way of thinking, i do not think that being successful is defined as being rich...
Even if the world's simplest and lamest thing being successfully completed is already successful !
Think of it as someone who has never cooked before, not even instant mee... yet when he/she finally determined to learn to cook and finally learn how to cook. Even know he/she cant cook like a five star hotel restaurant chef, he/she is considered successful...
What i'm trying to express is that, the level of successful shouldn't be aimed as high as being the best in the world instead of being best in ur life !

Yea, this world actually goes like that ! what people say is good is good, what people say is bad is bad.
This is because of cultural and social norms that influences everyone to think and do as what other people thinks is good !
I do think that there ain't right or wrong in this world, it's just whether u did it with a conscience clear.

Sometimes i do wonder, human are full of desire... isit god despises us or created us just to c what are our limits !
Sometimes i do wonder, being contented easily is good or bad ? i'm a easy contented person, damn easy to be satisfied and that's y i dun have dreams like being rich or being known by everyone. kinda pathetic huh ? :p

Anyway... my download is complete....
will continue in my next post ...

Life is full of unexpected, so cherish and live the life u wan .... therefore regrets will not occur when u look back ...

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Indulging in Flights of Fancy


omg omg, recently there are too many things to do !
assignments, fyp should be my top priority of thinking, i shouldn't be thinking of other things now...
Bt as a piscean, it is in my instincts that i'll be stuffing loads of rubbish in my mind.


Yet, i should not even be posting about my flights of fancy in this blog, rather sad cause i'm unable to come up with my -sUx- philosophy ... T_T

Life,
anyone in the earth really do understand the true meaning of life ?
Who is able to give me a definite definition of Life ? i doubt no one can tell me ...
*sigh* i dun even know what's going on in our lives .... *wth m i muttering!* zzz

Love,
Has been running in circles about this word. I doubt i understand what it means...
Has gone through much of it, but never understand even a tiny bit of it...
Just a coward, a guy who dare not face the truth, where never even tried to give a little but always take it for granted...
Just another Noob that always tries and give advices and come up with plenty of lame theories that actually dare claim it true !
Just another JERK that thinks that everything is fated ...
WTF WTF WTF !!!

How i wish i could
stop indulging,
stop thinking,
stop hallucinating,
stop imagining,
stop taking things for granted,
stop fogetting my commitments and priorities,
stop coming up with lame philosophies ...

p/s : damn emo now, pls ignore this load of crap .... will be better soon ....